Temple of Babalon

So I just got this delivered… happy to have picked it up...

Thu, 02 May 2013 19:26:47 +0100

So I just got this delivered… happy to have picked it up cheap on eBay. Not *entirely* sure what to do with it… Some kind of towel hook, perhaps?

Ah well, I’m sure it’ll prove useful if the American Whore visits again…

Abandon is all - all pretence, all control, all dignity - and...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 23:41:07 +0100

Abandon is all - all pretence, all control, all dignity - and break… and come to my arms. Let me hold you while you shudder, let me feel the depths of you well up and pass… Let me hold all sorrow in my arms, and feel fear fall away. There is nothing my arms cannot encompass, nothing that I will not sit through with perfect patience and acceptance.

The demons may roar, but they will grow weak against my certainty. Your ghosts may visit, but my presence will dispel their power. Your prison walls may seem high, but we will watch them fall together.

Just give everything, release everything, abandon everything… and come to me. I will take care of all the rest.

Most men can figure out a way to fuck that shakes the...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 23:35:29 +0100

Most men can figure out a way to fuck that shakes the body… some will understand how to shake the emotions… fewer yet will shift the thoughts and the mind… But it takes a Dom, a good Dom, an experienced Dom, a Dom who is present, purposeful and aware of his Will… it takes a Dom to fuck in a way that shakes the soul. That transforms, shifts, reorganises the self. A fuck that is felt long after the fuck is done, because nothing is ever quite the same again…

We go deep, so very deep, into the self… and nothing we touch is ever quite the same again.

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Fri, 12 Apr 2013 10:36:09 +0100

It seems my girls feel a little threatened by how polite the Tumblerinas are when they get in touch with me.

I suppose they feel threatened because they are too lazy to make an equal effort themselves…

Seeing a girl’s body probably used and abused is a little...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 10:34:06 +0100

Seeing a girl’s body probably used and abused is a little too rare - seeing her body scarred, her skin marked, her cunt stretched, her emotions pouring forth… seeing her humiliated, broken and distressed… How divine to see a girl going all the way, taking it all, hopelessly out of control and being utterly and thoroughly consumed. A girl taken to her limits and beyond, a girl finding her place, a girl being transformed… So wonderful to see.

Yes, I do love dirty girls…

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 10:28:24 +0100

Yes, I do love dirty girls…

Ah, that perpetual fight a girl experiences between wanting to...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 10:27:42 +0100

Ah, that perpetual fight a girl experiences between wanting to take everything that I wish to give, and feeling it’s too much and that she needs to defend herself, to stop it… I love that moment of fight where a girl wants me to stop… but then remembers who she is, remembers what she’s for, and forces herself to let me continue… no matter how difficult it is.

3000 and up...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 01:03:22 +0100

I’ve not thought about my follower count very much of late, but I’ve recently burst through the 3000 barrier which is… remarkable and lovely. Thank you all for following along, and I hope I continue to entertain, stimulate and provoke.

Particular thanks to those of you who have paid me the compliment of asking such interesting and provocative questions of late, who have been kind enough to feel I could help with my answers. Whilst I very much enjoy writing all the filthy captions, and generally allowing my id to run rampant, I do also very much enjoy the opportunity to share my experiences and whatever insight I’ve gained over the years. I very much appreciate the reaction I get to these pieces, and it’s very gratifying to know that, in some cases at least, it’s made a difference.

D/s is, as I so often say, a truly wonderful, life enhancing, thing. It is, however, complicated and difficult and too often mis-understood. I very much enjoy the opportunity I have to explore and illustrate some of the pleasures it brings, the excitement and passion it evokes, the beauty and terror of the D/s dynamic… as well as the approaches, attitudes and knowledge that make it possible, practical and safe. That’s the balance we all strive for - to go so deep into the darkness we forget about the light for a while… whilst ensuring our path back is reliably marked, and that we can retrace our steps safely, and return happily into the place we live.

Thanks to all of you who have got in touch with comments, questions, or thanks - I do appreciate it every time, and I do try to get around to answering everyone in the end… even if there is a bit of a pause sometimes. It does, still, always happy to see my inbox with a number above it.

Now, maybe I’ll see about coming up with something to ‘celebrate’ the extra followers… Hmmm… what to do… what to do…

Take care all of you, and thanks for following along…

Your choice, your predicament, your decisions lead you here....

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:50:12 +0100

Your choice, your predicament, your decisions lead you here. Don’t blame me if the Dom and sadist you have chosen to make yourself helpless before is about to do something deeply unpleasant to you.

I’m not doing it because I’m vindictive, or because I’m angry, or because I dislike you. Far from it. I’m going to do it because making you scream makes me hard. Because your tears excite me. Because when you thrash and curse and beg and sob it makes your cunt wet, and I like seeing your cunt wet. If you are beautiful and naked before me these things will happen - I will hurt you, I will humiliate you, I will make you cry, I will make you beg, and I will use your body and fuck you. I really don’t care how annoyed about it you seem… in this time, in this space, this is what you’re for.

Your suffering excites me, your body tempts me, and I will satisfy my desire by using you… completely and without restraint. I know… at heart… that’s what you need… and have always needed…

They will test the chains that bind, they will examine them and...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:42:43 +0100

They will test the chains that bind, they will examine them and find their limits. They will ensure they are tight and secure. They will seek out the weakest point and discover if there is any chance of escape. They don’t do it because they wish to get away, but because they need to be certain that they cannot.

Subs test us - not because they are bad subs. But to ensure we are not bad Doms.

I like to imagine watching her expression as she tries to work...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:39:00 +0100

I like to imagine watching her expression as she tries to work out, from sound alone, who or what has been let in to the room behind her.

The moment of first entry… as powerful for you as for...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:34:02 +0100

The moment of first entry… as powerful for you as for me… The world shifts on it’s axis, and suddenly we know exactly where the centre of the Universe is, the centre point compared to which all else is peripheral. Our minds join together at that one place, and there… there we truly meet each other.

Hmm… not had one of the Goddess-blessed on here for a...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:32:13 +0100

Hmm… not had one of the Goddess-blessed on here for a while… And boy, does this one need very, very bad things doing to her… I do believe there may still be some innocence left somewhere in that smile, and all that unmarked flesh! What a waste… time to go to work…

At times it seems that the most natural position in the world is...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:27:18 +0100

At times it seems that the most natural position in the world is one hand on her cunt and the other on her throat. That tension - between pleasure and fear, between control and release - seems so obvious, so necessary, so desirable. A tightening here to pull her one way, a little pressure there to pull her another… Feel the fear, feel the loss of control, feel the desire… All so perfect. Why make a body strain from one emotion when you can so easily make it two, contradictory, emotions? There’s always more to feel…

I’m not a big fan of parties - they lack intimacy, and...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:22:55 +0100

I’m not a big fan of parties - they lack intimacy, and lack deep conversation - party gifts however, now that I could get behind… Give me a sweet morsel like this for an evening, and I would be most pleased.

I probably wouldn’t break her. Probably. Minds are very robust, I hear. Bruises heal, fluids wipe away, and the really bad memories just get repressed, I believe. No (permanent) harm done.

An effective two-girl blow-job takes work, consideration, and...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:11:53 +0100

An effective two-girl blow-job takes work, consideration, and practice to perfect. There’s only so much flesh to work with, only so much space to share, only so many movements possible… But pleasure builds on pleasure, indulgence on indulgence, and clever mouths can achieve remarkable things… If they will just work together.

Stress and strain are often necessary to achieve great things....

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 00:09:52 +0100

Stress and strain are often necessary to achieve great things. The stress is the force applied to a material, the strain the way that material responds. If too much stress is applied too quickly, or the material is too brittle, the material may snap and break immediately. But if there is Insufficient stress then it will not deform at all. But a steadily applied force, of just the right level, applied over a sufficiently long period of time may completely change the nature of the material, putting it into shapes it was previously unable to achieve. Permanently deformed, particularly forms will become a part of it’s nature, it will readily return to them with a little prompting. It may be more flexible than before, more robust, less brittle, more adaptable, less strained by other stresses it encounters.

The deforming process is also an ideal time to an one’s signature, or stamp, to the material - which may be done in visible, or entirely hidden but deeply placed, way.

Sharing a meal can achieve many things: it’s a good way to...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 20:05:00 +0100

Sharing a meal can achieve many things: it’s a good way to get to know someone; it demonstrates your acceptance of equal status; it build camaraderie; it can even be the start of a romantic evening together…

When you’ve earned it, take pride in it… Be a great...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 20:00:33 +0100

When you’ve earned it, take pride in it…

Be a great and powerful whore, revel in your beauty, your skill, your sultry, slutty, presence. Know exactly who you are, and take fulfilment from it. Be nothing but what you are, and be proud of exactly who you are.

You can be nothing but yourself - so be it completely, without shame, without limitation, without hiding.

Those eyes… Having your cock sucked is, of course, a...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 19:44:20 +0100

Those eyes… Having your cock sucked is, of course, a delight, but knowing the girl doing it is right there with you, is doing just exactly what she wants to be doing, is relishing the feel and taste and sensation of you, is revelling in the moment just are you are revelling in the pleasure she is giving you… Now that’s a blow-job.